I understand

I understand why my father drank.
I understand why my step father is a pain pill abuser
I understand with my father killed himself.
I understand why my step father lies
I understand that dieing is cowardly.
I understand why my brother is barely ever home.

I understand all this and yet I can’t change. I can’t take the higher road. We can’t stop trying to escape.

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