It’s funny how I’ve finished school on Wednesday and now I’m having a fucking emotional breakdown. I was so good for 6 months. So laser focused on finishing school and getting good grades that I let all the bullshit slide past me. Now that I’ve got too much free time on my hands I wonder why I’m alone and disappointed and angry and just sigh feeling like I’m falling apart again.
But externship starts on Monday. So maybe that will be the ticket to getting back to my confident self. Back to feeling like I’m worth something.